The 47 -year -old talks about the accident in a new Disney+documentary, which includes graphic photos of his wounds and comments from an oral and maxillofacial surgeon who witnessed his injuries.
Sharing his recovery in the new documentary, Flintoff said: “After the accident, I did not think he had to do so.
“This sounds horrible … part of me wants me to have killed my leg. Part of me thinks I would like to have died.
“I didn’t want to commit suicide … I would like to confuse the two things.
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“I wasn’t looking forward to, I was just thinking,” this would have a lot of bone. ”
“Now I try to take the attitude that the sun will come out tomorrow, and my children will still give me a hug. I’m probably in a better place now.”
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Reflecting on his recovery, former Cricket captain of England says that his son Preston, then, Preston, “would be close to me.”
“I think he frowned, my face, lost me. That was heartbreak,” he says in the movie.
“I have PTSD and I am anxious, for periods of time, I find myself crying for no particular reason.”
Flintoff also said that he revives the crash every night when he lies and described the experience as a “vivid” movie.
“Only the memories are real, to the point that I am now talking about that and I am getting a little nervous and I can feel the pain on the side of my face,” he says.
“I can feel a ghost pain. It’s a curse, really.”
The former Top Gear Flintoff host was tasks for the hospital after he was injured while filming the BBC motoring program on his test track in Dunsfold Aeródome in Surrey in December 2022.
Remembering the accident, he says: “I thought I was dead because I was aware but I could see anything.
“I was thinking,” is that? ”
Hey added: “My greatest fear was, I thought I had a face. I thought my face had come. I was heated to death.”
The BBC “rested” in the upper march for the future provided for in 2023 after reaching a financial agreement with Flintoff, according to reports, an agreement with a value of around 9 million.
In the documentary, Flintoff seems resentful about the culture of entertainment in which he was involved, comparing it with his own career as injuries.
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“Everyone wants more. Everyone because digging that is deeper,” he says.
Flintoff also talks about his relationship with alcohol and experience with bulimia in the 90 -minute documentary.
Flintoff will premiere exclusively in Disney+ in the United Kingdom and Ireland on Friday, April 25.
